Today we got out of bed at 11 but unfortunately I cannot say that I enjoyed my sleep at all. I was cold and uncomfortable. Me, Joanna and Eva took a drive up to the castle. We walked around a little and took some pictures but that was all. When we got back home we just sat around, at lunch and did some homework. Eva left at 3 and our bus was leaving at 5. It was a really bad bus ride home too. It was really hot and the heat really smelled. I am still pretty nauseous from it. There are not plans for tonight so I am going to relax a little and read. This is going to be a busy week in terms of homework. I talked to Babs today too and she had a cyst removed from her tailbone yesterday. Poor thinkg. I wish I could have taken care of her. She got mad at me too because I never actually say the words I miss you.
I missed my sister from the minute I left home. Why could I not say it to her? I feel like if I tell someone that I miss them or that I love them, that it makes me look weak. They will know that I need them. It is as if at that moment, I give them the power to hurt me.
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