April 17, 2000

Yesterday morning I woke up with no particular plans in mind. I got ready and called Alex to see if she wanted to meet at 222 but she said she could not leave the house. So I called Vicky but she wanted to sleep. We called the girls from school and no one was there. So me and Joanna decided to go have coffee on our own. On the way there Patty called and said Bill wanted to go to Bo. Since we had some time to kill, we went to say to Sofia. The poor girl had an allergic reaction to something and had been in the hospital the night before. I forgot to mention a big detail. As Joanna was going to the pay phone to make plans, she ran into some guy Like. He was some random guy on a bile who pulled over to hit on her. Well he did a lot more than that because he started hissing her and she went ahead and kissed him back. I think the whole thing is hilarious and I think and I think that kissing him back was just something that had to be done to make the best out of the experience but what a weirdo. Anyway, back to the events. We went up to Patty's and Bill came and got us. We went to Bo which is a cafe that is Hawaiian style. It was really cool. We sat there for crazy amounts of hours. Patty got all enthused with the bathrooms. It was funny. Bill, I realized, is just like Jim Gold. Kind of the looks but definitely the expressions. When we left there we went to Everest for dinner. First us girls, ran to Goody's to take pee because we were dying. For some reason we all dead so we came home. That is when the bad stuff started. It took me three hours to fall asleep because I finally realized how big my anorexia problem is. That is the first time I have called it that, good girl Ang, and I decided to tell mom and dad. But they never called. Somehow I fell asleep. This morning, I woke up thinking I was going to go go class but I realized I couldn't. I called home and told them. We decided they are going to send me money so I can buy whatever food I need. Then we made a deal that if I do not gain weight by the time school is over, I am going home. That sounded good to me. Now I am going to take a small nap because it has been a long night.